Aletto Pelican

Sweet and salty tears
From the witnessing iris
The preacher next to my coffin will guide this.
Festivity! Festivity?
How did my path end so obscene?

Thoughts trapped beneath my eyelids
An image built in pain and yes, I am afraid
Infinite moment before I hit the floor - it's
Just a dream or is it a vision?

Please don't
Ask me where I'm going
I don't know
When jury's words left me alone

Need no
Sympathy to make it through the cold
At least that's what I have been told

There's no fear inside me

But there are messages inside
My phone in case I lose
My pounding heart tonight
No need to blame yourself
My time will have been right
I'd love to wipe away the tears you try to fight

Looking ahead at this
There's no reason for me
Not to push it to an absurd degree

Fear can't hold me down as I have grown

You see heaven's not a place on earth for me
'Cause hell shows up no matter where I seek
My current state's much worse than it may seem
Fall back into the driver's seat, no traffic in between

And here I go, it's out of hand again
Letters underneath my skin
You'd barely understand

Another failure is my conclusive disaster
This I know

But now I'm free
No longer falling, I'm flying away
Wings to catch me
Safe from the street - safe from the pavement below
As I let go