Sick of Ambiguation

Well I know I've been here before
Waiting patiently
Please just wait for me
Love me baby
Yea that's all I need
Endless fantasy
Fractured injuries

I'm never happy with the songs I write
But its all good, you tell me that they're fine
I got high and then forgot last night
I've been in my thoughts where I spend too much time

Fuck blowin up
Fuck the industry
They ain't got shit on me
I do this naturally
I'm fallin off just like the seasons leaves
But I got graveyard team
Shout out Skinny Peep

And I've grown to lose their sympathy
I'm not hollow, g
Fuckin finally
I'm shinin bright all in my jewelry
It's all fake but I can deal all with the rusted green

I'm gettin sick of all my same old flows
I hear that shit
But that's just how it goes
I spent the night just staring at my phone
My day it's gone
And I'm still alone

From the bedside to the shore
I'm still searching for more
But I hoped now that'd I'd be fine
I'm on campus with a scythe
Maybe one day, ill save myself
I told her everything, but id never steal her health
The things they always change
Guess the cycle repeats all the same

Just another days away
Dodging out my last escape
Ritual like there you lay
Maybe I forgot your name
Feelings I insatiate
Half is what I used to hate
Damn I still advert my gaze
But I'll always wanna
See your face

So I never thought id find the gate closed
Shinin down just to find my legs froze
Placed
But not erased
I fell from grace
Shaded taste
I'm such a waste
It's interlaced

I've been back and forth from dust down
Well at least I'm used to being on my own now
Its all ash and up out of reach
And what's the point if I just can't have everything

I try so hard to reconnect
All these hands still wrapped around my neck
And all the feelings that I left behind
Dragging round my feet to find

That the door is jammed and frosted out
But every now and then I'm bound to see a crack inside, it
With room to breathe
Insides a note
"Never trust just what you see"