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We been distant i know
I'm the blame i know
Where we headed i don't know
I can't fake it anymore

Feared this day long time ago
Back all well felt was bliss
Been here couple times before
Try hard not to reminisce

I try SO HARD
Not to reminisce about my past life
When it comes to this
STANDARDS SKY HIGH
I'm not new to this in and out of love tryna find a miss
AND OLD FLAMES
Getting engaged
And you wonder why i ain't engage
I BEEN DOWN BAD
But I'll never shown
The pain i feel
Tryna let it go

I need to reset
We been growing distant
So much regret

I been tryna let
Go of my demons
Get away forget

I love myself enough for 2 people
Been a good minute since my yoke was equal
I can not fake it i wish i could
Hate when we speaking and misunderstood
I feel I'm losing it ain't been myself
Jaded and faded it's bad for my health
People are noisy so i been stealth
Moving in silence

Broke up didn't tell a soul
Cause i didn't want these hoes
In my face telling me that they already knew
That it wouldn't last
Cause there the same one
Putting heart eyes under pictures
Now they're brand new
I been dealing with a lot
I got drama back home
I got my brother and my mother calling my phone
Telling me they suspect cheating going on
But she can't leave em
cause they scared of being alone
So many people depending on me
From friends to family
None of em every see
What's going on with me
Depression has hit me
Had me up on the ropes
And Sippin liquor copes

Paranoid i don't know who i can trust
More and more lately i have my reason
People are phony they change like the seasons
Done with the playing
Done with the pleasing

We been growing distant
So much regret

I been tryna let
Go of my demons
Get away forget

I don't have time for the back and forth I barely have time just for me
I saw potential when all you ever saw was insecurity
Sitting here in silence why is it so hard for us to talk face to face
I don't think I can do this anymore I just need time give me space