Eerie Beginnings

Let me share a story with you all you see
People told me vulnerability a problem
You agree?
I cant complain about
Honestly I'm authentically me
Hiding the glee
From all these people who don't live life carefree
And I for sure don't doubt it
Ghost around me I'm the only one who shouts the loudest
They say they don't allow it
I guess they on that cow shit
Pretty typical how they disavow it
Give me the mic I'll show you all if you're really about it
Take me back to six years old
Watching naked people on the T.V. of course
Sitting on the floor
Too embarrassed to sit close to my dad
No Joke
To this day I still wonder why he didn't invoke me to get up and go
This feeling appealing to my body
I hit the ceiling
Stealing innocence concealing
As it was slowly revealing
All the truths of all these demons
How they infest cause they're eating
Feeding off of one's meaning
That they're coming for your soul

Stay
Wait a minute
Travel into ill mind to win it
Hey
They've reached their limit
I'll see you all in hell when I visit
Stray
From they chains we're given
You hold the key to life you're forgiven
Pray
Cause for you I've risen
Locked myself inside of this prison

Mental illness really isn't a joke
It's what I've been trying to cloak
From all these different people that are broke
Out of the norm
Cause my souls is full of gold
But I'm well aware of those of you
Who try to control
We may see eye to eye
But our visions never lie
For the future I'm a spy
Take my hand I'll bring you high
Buckle up go for a ride
All these thoughts yeah i supply
All these truths you can't deny
Let me ask, you terrified?
I live it, I'm in it
The moments definite
I bless them all with it
New genesis get it
Cut it to win it
Cause this shit persistent
Don't know if i rid it
Upgraded, resistant
Take it and pair it
Won't learn is it bearish
Nightmarish
We cherish
Past lovers who perished
Come back
Not sick
Did this
For chick
Do you
Under
Stand this
Breathe
Yeah your life is pretty pathetic
I've been diving deep into this dark abyss you're dreading
Distracted by aesthetics
Never realize this poetic shits prophetic
Welcome to the new epidemic
It's a problem how I fake all my smiles
When my minds going crazy
Finding deeper meaning behind everything you're fucking saying
My mind hazy
Waiting for you to slip up
I'm fading
Abating
All these thoughts my mind keeps on creating
To stay the ill-est in the game
Is the route I plan to take
Trauma free shit sounds insane
All my pain put on display
Through the music here to stay
Could care less bout what they say
Second closer to doomsday
All this time we've ran my way

Stay
Wait a minute
Travel into ill mind to win it
Hey
They've reached their limit
I'll see you all in hell when I visit
Stray
From they chains we're given
You hold the key to life you're forgiven
Pray
Cause for you I've risen
Locked myself inside of this prison

Honestly my mental states been fucking me up
Thinking I'm not worthy enough to reciprocate your love
You've just got to let go of all these thoughts
You can never get rid of all those memories that you've got
To carry around all your burdens
You're a product of what you're learning
Like in church you heard the sermon
They control you they're the vermin
Look at Catholics they're hurting
Vatican yeah that means serpent
Satanic and they're determined
Crucified my chosen purpose

Stay
Wait a minute
Travel into ill mind to win it
Hey
They've reached their limit
I'll see you all in hell when I visit
Stray
From they chains we're given
You hold the key to life you're forgiven
Pray
Cause for you I've risen
Locked myself inside of this prison