Thoughts in My Head

Sittin' depressed, lay in my bed
I'm tryin' to calm all these thoughts in my head
But I'm never insane, I never see red
2 Of the fakes think I'm better off dead
You sit by me, but we miles away
Sometimes I wish you'd go away
You act like a kid, ignore what I say
If you called me kind, it made my day

But if you don't wanna date me, you don't gotta hate me
But why even rate me? Was it just to bait me?
Are these your true colors? Is this what you are?
You get high at high school, drunk in the bar
You said you like my merch, "Travis can I get some?"
You say you know me well, but you don't know where I come from
How can you be so pretty but so dumb?

Sittin' depressed, lay in my bed
I'm tryin' to calm all these thoughts in my head
But I'm never insane, I never see red
2 Of the fakes think I'm better off dead
You sit by me, but we miles away
Sometimes I wish you'd go away
You act like a kid, ignore what I say
If you called me kind, it made my day

I thought you knew I liked you, but you were probably blind
You got crazy thoughts in your head, in your mind
I'm not gonna lie, you had me beside you
Crazy how we were, now I despise you!
Cuz you always played, you always tried to play me
One day you hate me, the next you wanna date me?
Then I heard you called me a word of profanity
I seriously think that you caught insanity!
I wrote a song to you, 'Memories' was depressing
You wanna wear my merch, I don't care how you dressing!
VA said it well, a line I wanna yell
"I don't really trust no one, cuz of all the pain I felt!"
I really can't tell, I don't know who is true
Is our friendship done? Is the sky blue?
You were so cool, you never interrupted me
(Yeah, and now, you look up to me)

Sittin' depressed, lay in my bed
I'm tryin' to calm all these thoughts in my head
But I'm never insane, I never see red
2 Of the fakes think I'm better off dead

Sittin' depressed, lay in my bed
I'm tryin' to calm all these thoughts in my head
I'm never insane, I never see red
Now all you want is for me to be dead