Remedies

This looks a lot like hell
It's a little bit warm for me
But it's got everything right for me
And more
I've got something that is proud of me
I've got something that'll light my life up
And most importantly, it's not someone

You take one hit, you're down
Your remedies failed and you scream aloud
"I'm burning all I touch"
You're proud the riddles all look like order
But how could this be home?
How could chance take hold of me
If I choose not to take chances?
It's a freak and I'm clever

But now it's real
It's a miracle I'm alive
It's a miracle I can try to survive
When there's nothing better to ever believe in anyway
Am I in debt or forever a slave to these things that hide where I went wrong?

You take one hit, you're down
Your remedies failed and you scream aloud
"I'm burning all I touch"
You're proud the riddles all look like order
But how could this be home?
How could chance take hold of me
If I choose not to take chances?
It's a freak and I'm clever

But I've gotta be a bit more like them
If they're gonna take me in, and ever make me
You're gonna be a big man some day
I hope you're gonna miss me
Even if you don't see

You're never gonna top that high
From trusting in the angels
You're never gonna top that high
I never meant to stay here so long
Give me amnesty, keep me alive
Are you gonna let me have something to hide?

You take one hit, you're down
Your remedies failed and you scream aloud
"I'm burning all I touch"
You're proud, the riddles all look like order
But how could this be home?
How could chance take hold of me
If I choose not to take chances?
It's a freak and I'm clever