August 14

All up in my mind
All the time
I can see your smile
I won't lie
I've been crying
And I need you now
In my zone
Your my home
Now I'm grown
I hope your proud
Now that you gone
Feel alone
Save my strength walls crashing down

Yea Yea
No time for what if's and hypotheticals
Me and Tiff was the ones to see the better you
And it pains me to see your picture on the pedestal
But
I guess its just the motion
Hide my emotions
Strength coming out from the bottom of these potions
Tears piling up
Like we fill in up the oceans
Mama hold it down so I had to keep it kosher
Every time i'm round
Wipe the loud off my dress shirt
Even tho they be know'n what I'm up to
Reflecting on each step that I run too
Lost you and lost myself
Cost you my mental health
Posture of someone else
Not me inside of this pelt
Pain that I never felt
Blame wear it like a belt
Dangerous to my self
And no I don't need your help
Yea
It's all by design
Yea seen you bless seen you fight for your life

All up in my mind
All the time
I can see your smile
I won't lie
I've been crying
And I need you now
In my zone
Your my home
Now I'm grown
I hope your proud
Now that you gone
Feel alone
Save my strength walls crashing down

Sad that I miss you
But I ain't the type to admit it
Sitting bed side while you was living
Denial in my heart but I just hope that it's forgiven
Compartmentalize all my feelings
Lil bro I can feel your strength too
I just hope this shit don't break you
Mile apart but don't think I ain't with you
Stay up in my heart and in my mental
I didn't want to leave but I had too
Pulling on my sleeve while I dash
Sitting in the car reluctant to hit the gas
Cuz' this rear view mirror is a reflection of my past
So many questions that I can never ask
I just hope you good and I hope you ain't mad
I pursued my dreams you was there by my side
Now you ain't here it's a battle every night
You done raised a king and ima strive with all my might
Just know I'll be alright

All up in my mind
All the time
I can see your smile
I won't lie
I've been crying
And I need you now
In my zone
Your my home
Now I'm grown
I hope your proud
Now that you gone
Feel alone
Save my strength walls crashing down

All up in my mind
All the time
I can see your smile
I won't lie
I've been crying
And I need you now
In my zone
Your my home
Now I'm grown
I hope your proud
Now that you gone
Feel alone
Save my strength walls crashing down



Credits
Writer(s): Victorious Gemma
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