Just Fine

Why does the pain follow where I go (Why?)
They think I'm laughing but I'm smiling just for show (Just for show)
I don't think I can do this anymore (No I can't)
Just wanna go alone and slam the door (Slam it)
Lie down, face against the floor (Oh)
Tears running down my face and oh? (What?)

(They aint ready for this)

You prolly think I'm sad but I'm doin just fine (Yuh)
You thought I'd be down but look, I'm in the sky (Pshew!)
Been glowin since you left Im a ray of sunshine (Shine!)
Almost was a whole year felt shorter than a vine (Short!)

The fakes called me selfish I ain't wastin my time (No!)
Carried way too much weight was gonna break my spine (Ow)
Wish I figured out sooner hold up press rewind (What?)
Its called self preservation is it really a crime? (Is it?)

I don't got time for games don't even try (No)
Say you like it but you don't and later you whine (Waa!)
You baby to other people like a middle school child
When you're happy you ditch them for another perfect guy (Wow)

Oh no he broke your heart? What a surprise! (Wow)
You thought he was the one get married and be his wife?
Even though you guilt him and stabbed him countless times? (Stop)
Oh he's trash what am I talking about, you're always right (Yuh)

You prolly think I'm sad but I'm doin just fine (Ay!)
You thought I'd be down but look, I'm in the sky! (Pshew)
Been glowin since you left Im a ray of sunshine (Yuh)
Almost was a whole year felt shorter than a vine (Short)

The fakes called me selfish I ain't wastin my time (Nah)
Carried way too much weight was gonna break my spine (Oof)
Wish I figured out sooner hold up press rewind
Its called self preservation is it really a crime? (A crime)

Shoulders got no more weight I'm feeling much lighter (Ha)
Releasing song after song, each getting much brighter (Brighter)
No room for mistakes it's old, typewriter (Old)
Wait who's voice is that? Is it Josiah? (What)

I'm feeling on top with no roof on my head (No)
Cuz the sky is the limit we shoot to space instead (Pshew)
We baking with no oven but with flames on my bed
Cookin music that we lovin let's get this bread! (Yuh)

They don't understand me that's why they just are all laughing
but they don't know what I'm planning to fly way Higher than standing
To look much flyer than brand names they all comment and they spamming (Spam!)
Wait, you don't like the words I'm cramming?
Too bad so sad, why u gotta be so mad
Why u gotta bully me treat me like that
My feelings squashed flat now I'm stuck in your trap just kidding, I'm done with that (Nah)

You prolly think I'm sad but I'm doin just fine (Yuh)
You thought I'd be down but look I'm in the sky (Psh pshew)
Been glowin since you left Im a ray of sunshine (Yuh)
Almost was a whole year felt shorter than a vine (Zoom)

The fakes called me selfish I ain't wastin my time (Nah)
Carried way too much weight was gonna break my spine (Oof)
Wish I figured out sooner hold up press rewind
Its called self preservation is it really a crime? (Is it)