Goin' Through It (R.I.P. Dash) - Remastered

Rest in peace Dash Mclaren
Ay, I remember we sitting in class
Talking bout days we regret in the past
Now that you gone I've been stuck on my ass
People was sleeping they ain't know the person you was
When ever I think of you now I get touched
Ns was there when the times would get rough
We would sit at the table joke ns at lunch

It's tragic the accident
I cannot fathom it
I hope these ns can hear me
My heart in this
Na was smarter than all of these other kids
If you talkin' all that shit put a dub on it
One of the first people there when I started
All of these fakes in the world is retarded
Ns ain't know you was grinding regardless
You never been better you flying not walking

I've been going through it
I cannot complain
You know sometimes I be stuck in my ways
I keep on acting I'm seeing the fakes
Ns is stupid searching for a wave
I gotta backpack em and tell em a story
Thinking you hot, but you never been worthy
Ask for hand but you know that they scurry
At first you was clear, but you looking real blurry

I keep on grinding and rapping for mama to give her the house and the whip that she want
Get her a coupe with a stack in the front
Pay off the rent, she life free every month
Get daddy a Aston, he feeling real happy
His son is rapper, and looking real dapper
Rabbits in October, that shit was a slapper
Put me in the place of your number one rapper

I just be watching the things that i'm sayin
I just be waking up early and praying
I just be hoping the next one not fake
How she gon' ride we ain't been on no date
The ns that doubt me gon' end up on skates
While I take jets that I fly out the state
You never been through it you never relate
I'm cutting the ties I be cleaning the slate

I cannot trust nobody but myself
I can't pretend I'm somebody i'm not
I cannot act like I don't want the wealth
I get really stressed it be making me hot
But ima go get it
And that's for you haters that never believe me
I got some blessings that's worth all the pressure
Don't think for two seconds that I'll ever need you

I've been going through it
I'm sticking and I'm moving, ay
I am not pressured by fake na talking so, you gon' have show me and go prove it
My life is movie
And that's only difference with the haters and the people I be choosing