I Wish

I wish I wish
I wish I was younger
I was 30's and under
I wish u were older
I wish you would put ur arm around my shoulder
I wish I was stronger
I wish the days were longer
And the nights were shorter
Cuz that's when I cry all alone cuz its over

And its hard to stay sober
Ya I wish that u were a loner
So I could just be your best friend
Ya I wish I knew u back then
I wish I met u first
Cuz I never woulda hit it
But everybody got a past
Guess it was too much for u had to quit it

U wana be friends
Ya I want u to be my mans
So I could just stay home and cook
And ud sleep next to me at the day's end
I wish life was simple
I wish I could look at ur dimples
Cuz when u smile u give me tingles
I wish I met u on Christian mingle

I wish I wish
I wish on stars, I wish on the moon I wish on mars,
I wish everytime i pass by ur favorite cars,
And i wish everytime the clock hits 11:11
I wish I was going to heaven, ya
Cuz that's where u are

I wish I was things that I'm not
And I don't even know what that means
Wish my belly wasnt in knots
Wish u would get out of my dreams
I wish I was more of a thot
Maybe you'd want me more
But I still felt like whore
The last time that I walked out the door

I wish I was soft
Cuz boys like their girls sweet but
I'm kinda like Lara Croft
Ya I'm comin in swinging
But I actually thought
I thought that u could handle me
The way u put ur hands on me
No I don't want u to stop

I'm feelin weak
I'm writing this when I should be asleep
My feelings run deep
And I only see u once a week
U like a masterpiece
U kinda messed up and I love it
I'm awkward af like mclovin
Can u give it to me cuz I'm buggin