One Day You'll Buy Time to Listen

There's one more opportunity to find myself
To hear the sounds of myself
But I don't ever want to be perfect anymore

Or maybe I want to be more
But not for you
Not for me
Not for any one or anything
Or myself

I suppose I don't know enough to know how I feel inside

I suppose it's time to go away into the night again
And find a part of my mind that never waits
And I am lost inside of the stars
And slowly vibrate the speakers now

If I could trace the veins in my heart and let them out
And put them inside a computer and let you know how deep

I've been running cross the globe
To invade myself
I've been deepening myself in every vein upon this earth
And where are you now?

How could I show to you now
Everything that I've done?
Would you believe me if I told you
That I am deeply involved
Inside of life?

Would you live
Would you follow me
Would you dance
Would you cry trying to hold me

I don't know
I don't care
I say these things so you can reflect in your own time

Wave with your hands
Wave with your hands for me
Stare at the ground
We both know
We're there
There's not much else
There's no one else
There's only you and me

Even though I said goodbye
I didn't mean it deep enough
These aren't my emotions
But lies