Feel Me?

Kill em with kindness I won't lose my cool
You know I'm lying I will act a fool
If i let it slide then I can't be surprised if they go behind my back and do some shit cruel
Addicted to pain like a white girl on juuls
Cause it keeps me aimed to get out of this pool
Of doing the same that everyone else do
If life is a game I can't be player two
They had no idea of where I had been
Just did a half a year inside the pen
Bleed out my pain through the ink of this pen
Stab me in my back and watch your knife bend
Easy to get someone inside my sheets
And harder to find someone to vibe with me
Why can I only speak over a beat
I lost a brother this year R.I.P.

I'm happy that you're happy makes me wonder if I could be
For now don't want to be seen feel safer in my hoodie
Don't have time for any of your childish games no footsie
I would never write these songs if someone understood me
Every time I try explaining me it just feels useless
Half way through my sentence I just wish I didn't do it
I don't want cliche responses stand there looking clueless
If you can't comprehend me then just feel me through my music
How you feel it
How you feeling
What's your problem
How you dealing
Is this healing
Is this killing
What you're hearing
Can you take it
Are you happy
Do you fake it
Eyes are filling
Try to shake it
Tears are spilling
Hope you make it
Do you feel this
Do you feel me
Do you feel me
Do you feel me
Do you feel me
Do you feel me
Do you feel me
Do you feel me
Do you feel me
Do you feel me
Do you feel me
Do you
Maybe my love was misleading
But you still left without reason
You can stay gone I'm not pleading
Switches her moods with the season
Now I don't trust bitches like they carry flees in
I still send my blessings like somebody sneezing
I love you but don't say it back won't believe it
Our final goodbye I don't want to repeat it, but

I'm happy that you're happy makes me wonder if I could be
For now don't want to be seen feel safer in my hoodie
Don't have time for any of your childish games no footsie
I would never write these songs if someone understood me
Every time I try explaining me it just feels useless
Half way through my sentence I just wish I didn't do it
I don't want cliche responses stand there looking clueless
If you can't comprehend me then just feel me through my music
How you feel it
How you feeling
What's your problem
How you dealing
Is this healing
Is this killing
What you're hearing
Can you take it
Are you happy
Do you fake it
Eyes are filling
Try to shake it
Tears are spilling
Hope you make it
Do you feel this
Do you feel me
Do you feel me
Do you feel me
Do you feel me
Do you feel me
Do you feel me
Do you feel me
Do you feel me
Do you feel me
Do you feel me
Do you feel me
I'm happy that you're happy makes me wonder if I could be
Do you feel me
Do you feel me
Do you feel me
Do you feel me
Do you feel me
Do you feel me
Do you feel me
I'm happy that you're happy makes me wonder if I could be