NO Luck

Please take this time to latch ya safety belt
Prepare yourself for a ride
Through out my personal hell
It might even smell
See people think you have to die in order to burn
But you ain't felt nothing till you put your kid in the earth
And what's worst?
The reaper came for another
Two of my children eternally sleeping under the covers
And I'm the one who takes weight of the pain of the mother
And not crumble under the pressure
Not knowing if theres someone is above us
Trusting me inner gut that it loves us
Amidst the ruckus
That can't escape from our clutches
It's like it's one with us
Why we have to be so destructive
When we create the buzz
Raising my remaining children hoping they love
It's never enough

I take it day by day
And play by play
Just looking up
And I keep hope in my prayers and still no luck

Survival all my life I cant forget it
Smiling through the lies to hide the way I'm really feeling
Continuing the ride inside my mind you the picture
I don't have to close my eyes the nightmare is my living

And still no luck

Survival all my life I cant forget it
Smiling through the lies to hide the way I'm really feeling
Continuing the ride inside my mind you the picture
I don't have to close my eyes the nightmare is my living

We know that numerous soldiers have passed on
Caught up in the trenches
No longer home
Family praying
Hopeing they see the light soon
Instead they embedded with no medic held captive
Within the menaces presence
Where there's a similar essence that resembles
Decomposition
Don't mean to be descriptive
The doctors try to prevent it
But still it won't heal
Tell me how the fuck do you cope
Can't ever put into words the emotions that it evokes
That's why we're provoked
When disrespectful civilians take advantage
Of the fact that we live and die by the oath
The thing we actually owe
Without question leaving our families
So you can stay home
So understand the type of shit that we on

I take it day by day
And play by play
Just looking up
And I keep hope in my prayers and still no luck

Survival all my life I cant forget it
Smiling through the lies to hide the way I'm really feeling
Continuing the ride inside my mind you the picture
I don't have to close my eyes the nightmare is my living

And still no luck

Survival all my life I cant forget it
Smiling through the lies to hide the way I'm really feeling
Continuing the ride inside my mind you the picture
I don't have to close my eyes the nightmare is my living

Now as we wind down
Hopefully you enjoyed your visit
And if you didn't
Fuck it who cares
I never said you had to listen
Not mention
Your probably didn't even pay attention
But yea I get it
Your hearing is selective
And I'm beyond your category
Overqualified for the job
That's over saturated
And stuck purgatory
Popping bottles
Pushing the throttles
Fucken modelings
I heard your story
It's rather boring
And not conducive to my money
I'd rather put on beat and kick knowledge
To the ones who adore me
That's the form of my glory only
It's my legacy in the morning
I'm hear to inspire
And never giving up
Despite all the tragedy
I'm surviving brah

I take it day by day
And play by play
Just looking up
And I keep hope in my prayers and still no luck

Survival all my life I cant forget it
Smiling through the lies to hide the way I'm really feeling
Continuing the ride inside my mind you the picture
I don't have to close my eyes the nightmare is my living

And still no luck

Survival all my life I cant forget it
Smiling through the lies to hide the way I'm really feeling
Continuing the ride inside my mind you the picture
I don't have to close my eyes the nightmare is my living

And still no luck