Dreams

Living
In a dream
Don't know
What it means
No I
Cannot scream
Nothings's
As it seems
My life's
A nightmare
Act like
I'm not scared
No I
Don't know where
My heart
Has gone
They say that life's a dream
But it feels like a nightmare
Wonder when I'll wake up
Just so I can lie there
I could never fight them
I can only write fears
Thinking that it's quite rare
That I'm comfortable
I could even die here
Lockin up the door
I wanna be alone
When I'm by myself
That's when I'm at home
Thinking that I need to
Find a way to cope
I don't wanna be the kid
Choking on a rope
Why does no one understand
Now I'm lying to myself
So I can smile at someone else
I just need someone's help
I'm a prison to myself
Suicidal thoughts dwell
Man I'm mentally in hell
And my brain is the cell
Dear god If you exist
Could you get me out of this
Put a knife to my skin
Slice the life let it drip
Keep down in blood abyss
Should I slit my god damn wrists
Would you forgive me for my sins
Am I too late to be forgived?
Living
In a dream
Don't know
What it means
No I
Cannot scream
Thinking
Life's a scheme
My life's
A nightmare
Act like
I'm not scared
No I
Don't know where
My heart
Has gone
Fading away
Drift off in space
I don't feel no pain
Put me on the spot
Don't know what to say
Going insane
Too much on my plate
Unsure of what to chase
I'll push you away
When I need you the most
I'm so fucking sick
Of holding onto hope
Choking on a rope
Choking on my words
I been down
But this is my worst
I don't like to promise
Won't be here tomorrow
Buried all my sorrow
Filling the whole bottle
Every single song
Bout the same old thing
Writing all my wrongs
Make the pain go 'way
I do not think
That I'll be okay
Waited way too long
I ain't here to stay
Should I be alive
I do not think I should
Look into my mind
Please just take a look
Taking my pain
Out of my mind
Onto the page
I could fill a book



Credits
Writer(s): Nathan Strimpel
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