Moves on the Low

Trying to make my moves on the low
Hard to see how far they will go
It's hard to believe, I just have to breathe
Can't let me other hand know
Why do things have to be this way?
So little songs so much to say
Everything I've faced prepared me for this place
I pray the time doesn't slip away

Listen, I need to recall... this life is a see saw
Feels like I seen it all, the rise... and the fall
It never fails, thoughts of that county jail
Knew I didn't have enough for bail I created my own hell

I made that bed it was time to sleep
We just don't think, when its time to eat
When the bills due, not a penny present in the whole crew
But we acted like it and and had the proof that
That wild livin trapped in a zoo...
Trapped in my mind now I can see my behavior the crimes
Maybe Im just ahead of my time
Lord Im willing but help me Im dying
And Im still blind... actin like I see
I fumble around in the dark can u make my moves for me?
Can you find me a better way? my solutions are all polluted
My childhood heroes were not suited to get me to a better place, I assumed it
But u know what they say about assumptions I need direction got the gumption
Im confused and Im at a junction ur the only way that I can function... and Im still stumblin'

Trying to make my moves on the low
Hard to see how far they will go
It's hard to believe, I just have to breathe
Can't let me other hand know
Why do things have to be this way?
So little songs so much to say
Everything I've faced prepared me for this place
I pray the time doesn't slip away

He made the arrangements, defended me at my arraignment
My talents are tainted unless I honor giver who gave them
But I can never give back in the same measure whether pain or pleasure
I should be thankful for worse or better
Redemptive suffering, that so clever
How does He do these things, do we even really know what it means?
Our end justified the means, so to that rugged cross we cling
My king, whenever I hurt you I know u feel the sting
I'm to make moves off the scene, is it a reality is it a dream? it seems Im just

Trying to make my moves on the low
Hard to see how far they will go
It's hard to believe, I just have to breathe
Can't let me other hand know
Why do things have to be this way?
So little songs so much to say
Everything I've faced prepared me for this place
I pray the time doesn't slip away

Im movin... Im not movin'... am I movin? yeah
Pursuin my ruin feel the bruises yeah
Im not movin, lord keep me movin'

Trying to make my moves on the low
Hard to see how far they will go
It's hard to believe, I just have to breathe
Can't let me other hand know
Why do things have to be this way?
So little songs so much to say
Everything I've faced prepared me for this place
I pray the time doesn't slip away