What It Was Like

First there was one, then came another
Now there's a third one to boot
This one's the worst (I got here first)
I expect more to follow suit

This one is different, now I can see
She's the one who'll be better than me
I feel cheap, I feel used
And I'd love to hear you say it but you say it to her too

Sometimes it just hits me, starting from the gut
Spreading to my fingers, I remember just what it was like to be with you
I miss you
Can't be around you without wanting to kiss you

I always took you for a man of your word
And maybe you don't have a choice
My feet are cold I can't think, I can't think
My heart is pounding, I can hear it as it sinks

I don't know who's taking me home
It won't be you, but that's all I know
Still, there's something in the air I can't hold in my hand
And if you'd just take a second and try to understand that
My mind's still stuck on me and you

Weighed down from the pocket, weighed down by my mind
I can't believe that even after all of this time you'd still leave me
Thought you'd need me
I swear I'm done, I just hope you believe me

On my way home I feel so alone
Just wanna stay when you tell me to go
But that thing in the air is still there all around
And if it wasn't for this chair, I would be on the ground, I
Can't close my eyes or I'll see

I can't stand you now
And I don't know how she does it
Maybe it's just she's as bad as you
Maybe you just liked her cause she's
Whatever, I don't care
No, I don't care anyway