Fade Away

I know I said that I would stop thinking about us two
But I do
Think about you
I know you think that I went on with my life and it's true
But I do
Think about you

But when I'm rocking in the city
With no plans with no pity and no manners
I just forget about you
Know it in my head you just don't even really matter

I know that it's over as I realized
But if you had no feeling for me or just been feeding lies
I don't think that it's keeping me from telling I'm relieved I
Don't need you and me to be at peace I'm in belief I

I've been doing a whole lot better without you
You've cost me all and it's all on you and you knew
So can I just have my mind back
Have my mind back
You knew
Yeah you knew
I just wanna have my mind back
Have my mind back
You knew
Oh you knew
Yeah

You know you've cost me a lot of pain I cannot show
It's going slow
I'm so low
I could've kept this all to myself but it's gotta go
It's gotta go
It's got to go

But when I'm rocking in the city
With no plans with no pity and no manners
I just forget about you
Know it in my head you just don't even really matter

But if I knew what you would've done to me
Then I would just have stayed away
Shoot you right in front of me
And all would've been okay
But I could not unsee the things I'd do to you
So I would never screw with you
And I could never tell a lie to screw you
All I really want now is put this thing to bed
So I just drop a couple harmonies
Like I could've been Tech
All this forth and back it just made me sick
I never wanna go back to that shit I wanna quit
Turn around, pulled the gun out
Aim it at my head
Squeeze the trigger softly
Then I just go instead

Have my mind back
Have my mind back
You knew

I've been doing a whole lot better without you
You've cost me all and it's all on you and you knew
So can I just have my mind back
Have my mind back
You knew
Yeah you knew
I just wanna have my mind back
Have my mind back
You knew
Oh you knew
Yeah