Clipped Wings

It took all I had to say goodbye to you
I gave it my all just to lose you

Living like I'm tryna be a saint
But never did I think to the gate
But you never seemed to care that much
Like being stuck with me was fate
I'd never did think or get that, in a way I guess you'll haunt me
Living my dreams changing years to fears
But I never did I think that, we couldn't move past

And I had hoped that, you could heal fast
Living in this way you've seen no life
But when the dark sets we both lose sight
I'm bringing you down this struggle t his fight
Maybe your feelings have gone cold
But over time mine have grown more bold
And I hope that you can see that my sincerity is not a relapse

It was so hard for me to see these dreams they faded so far away,
And it took all I had to say goodbye.
It was all that I had to love you and now you've gone away from me.
These feelings are all that's left and I'm afraid to let them fade away.

Living with the dreams that we had
Living with the dreams that went bad
So many times away, and so many times I left you mad
Living with the dreams I had
Living with the dreams you had
So many things I'd say, and so many times I left you sad
I can't even seem to follow
I can't even seem to follow
I can't even seem to follow the plans we say we say we say we made
I can't even seem to follow
I can't even seem to follow
I can't even seem to keep all the promises I know I made

This was the dream that we had
These were the dreams that were had
These were the dreams that we had shared with one another
These were the dreams that we had shared and I can't stop them from fading away

Living with the dreams that we had
Living with the dreams that went bad
So many times away, and so many times I left you mad
Living with the dreams I had
Living with the dreams you had
So many things I'd say, and so many times I left you sad
I can't even seem to follow
I can't even seem to follow
I can't even seem to follow the plans we say we say we say we made
I can't even seem to follow
I can't even seem to follow
I can't even seem to keep all the promises I know I made

It was then lost in to the stars
And the stars that I'm lost in I'm tossed in i've lost
I can't deny- i'm on my own

I can't even believe this
What does it mean if drift
I can't even comprehend this
What does it take to repair us
I can't ever read your face
I am always off by such a ways
How many times did you explain this
I still always come away misunderstanding

About what it means to have strength and knowledge
But you're stuck in the shadows of my life mechanics
I came into your life like a light
While I was illuminating everything around from the emotional darkness
I'm at a loss
At a loss and I'm tossing I'm tossing I'm tossing it all away
And I can't even manage now, i can't let it fade

This dream I see
I could see it
I thought I found it based on all that proceeded
Me meeting you, you meeting me, everything illuminated

My own dreams are your clipped wings
And times do change
This is the end of things