Random Thoughts

Uh, random thought in my head
Look, R.I.P. to those that wanted me dead
Thank God for every Kobe jersey that I'm given
But I ain't livin' for myself, this shit for my children
If I die today, I die today, I know what comes with life
Backstabbers can't surprise me, I know who hold the knife
Is loyalty even really a real thing? Said I'm curious
My mind and my heart racin', fast and furious

Humor is how I found 'em claimin' love for me
Feel like Eminem, proof is somethin' I would love to see
One thing I observed these motherfuckers I hate so much
That they hate to see it, even when you show them love

Lend a helpin' hand, fuck around and draw back enough
That's why I literally can't give a fuck
The hardest thing to do in life is trust
I've lived and learned, so a nigga is selfish
I am who you can purchase perch from
Pay me or pay me, no man, no in-between
I prefer doin' shit solo, please don't intervene
These niggas get interviewed and they start tellin' it all
I mean, answerin' questions they never was even asked

Uh, mask on Jim Carrey, mask on Fly Future
Niggas showed their true colours, and they solved diffusion
Kiss ass just to get a chance, nah nigga I refuse to
I just think y'all should know that, before askin' what I ain't known yet

If skill sold truth be told
I'll probably be lyrically KRIT
Truthfully, I won a round like electronica
I've been spitin' the flames, I've lightin' shit up

Party songs, wack songs all quotables
You gotta be weird to go viral now to be notable
Notice that I'm comfortable with movin' at this pace
I'ma get and maintain my integrity on the way uh

Way back to the hotel rooms and sleepovers
I remember cuz put me on game
He called me over and said
"These hos'll fuck for a cheeseburger
And these be the hoes these niggas want beef over"

So as long as you can afford four for four from Wendy's
Then just know these hos will blow you like the wind
When he gets a grain experience, his pain became stronger
Things became stranger, people became dumb as fuck
Good riddance to whoever wasn't writin' for me
Good riddance for a cheque, but be stylin' for free

Greatness all in my maker, my foundation
Found on claimin' fraud in the murder cappy of the nation
Concentration got me here, focus I cannot lose
All gas on the road to riches, I cannot cruise
Control over oneself, backed, and I'm equipped with it
You can't move forward when you see me thinnin' your sentiments

Consecutive sentences, niggas is dealin' with paragraphs
They ain't free at all, and we ain't free at last
Martin Luther King had a dream that never became reality
Every day is a fatality
Family lose a member, father lose a son, son lose a father
Same person, just follow, I'm goin' further
Fuck the police, before I ever surrender
I'm channelin' my inner Larry Davis
Prayin' the Lord save us