Imminent Obliteration

Awake to the feeling of a normal calming sense
Repeating cycles in your head and being what you dread
Tasting the pain that's existing in my head
Piercing through the back end feeling like I'm brain dead
This immoral act of god can't be
How long have I survived
Fate rears it's filthy head as I sink into all
And begin to fall into brooding tolerance at best
It's such a loss
My lungs are charred my chest is scarred Still nothing had prepared me for this test
Assaulted with the very chains that bind us to a world where meanings sacrificed
It won't be me, it can't be me, no its me it can't be me
A simple discovery could ruin everything
I thought I had time but realized that it was too late
Shivering, broken faith, dead inside
So heed my word without question
You run
Run
Run
Run for your worthless life, it's a state of mind to all the worthless that drag
Others down into the grave
Feeding off my beating heart, I feel death as it closes it's grip
Payback comes with, your soul
Drowning in my own spit
I spew forth vomit, body burning inside from the fever
Fever fever fever
Fever fever fever fever
Beating myself down
Preparing to die, hating myself, dragging my feet
This can't be real, please tell me I'm in a dream
Holy ties have been severed long ago
Its proof we are on our own
Gearing towards a life profound with shame
Immortal
If only I could shake this fever
I'm tearing my skin off, fever, I can't feel my heart, fever, why the fuck won't this end
Take my dying hand
Fever fever fever fever