Ready Yet

And I know you're messed up
I can see it in your eyes
And I know you want to start over
But I'm just not ready tonight
And I'm just afraid
That if I let you stay
It'll hurt in the morning
And I'll just lose sleep
Being scared of you leaving
Without any warning

Just go, don't stay
Every time we get closer
Reminds me it hurts to
Fall in love again
And I'm just not ready
To even call you my friend
And I hate to say it's the end,
Cus' I wanna fall in love again
But I'm just not ready yet

You say you want this
But you just keep me down
I look inside myself
Before I hit the ground

And it's hard to give up
We've come so far this time
And I know you wanna stay over
But it's too much inside
And I just can't take
The pain that comes
With letting you in
And I just can't fathom
The thought of you leaving
Me for him

I stay awake at night
These thoughts weighing me down
I try to catch myself
Before I hit the ground
You get the best of me
When it's sink or swim
Inside these mindless games
You always win

You say you want this
But you just keep me down
This time it's my turn
To turn it around
You get the best of me
When it's sink or swim
Well I'm sick of your games
You always win

Don't stay, just go
I've given my life up
But it's not yours no more