2007 - Reimagined

A parking deck
At 3 am
He's on the other line
Through fearful whispers
He can tell that I am far from fine
And honestly
He might have saved my life that night
The year 2007
I began to fight

'Cause you can't call a doctor and just
Tell him where it hurts
You weigh the choice to live or die
And don't know which is worse
Stumbling through darkness grasping for a shred of light
Wrestling your demons 'til you reach the other side

Others chalk it up to heartbreak or a passing phase
In fitful sleep you scream
"I'm not supposed to feel this way"
I don't have answers
But I made it through the rain
And happiness is worth the temporary pain

You can't call a doctor and just
Tell him where it hurts
You weigh the choice to live or die
And don't know which is worse
Stumbling through darkness grasping for a shred of light
Wrestling your demons 'til you reach the other side

You can't call a doctor and just
Tell him where it hurts
You weigh the choice to live or die
And don't know which is worse
Stumbling through darkness grasping for a shred of light
Wrestling your demons 'til you reach the other side

I'm older now
I've learned so much
But sometimes it hits me
All at once
That I
I'm still a little broken

On days when I'm trapped in my head
Can barely get out of my bed
I feel
More than a little broken

I think back to all those years ago
And the night I almost lost control
I never want to be that way again
I've come too far
From where I was back then
And I know
I'll make it through the rain

I'll make it through the rain