hellbent

Sittin' in the basement
Wonderin' where the time went
Thinkin' about the time spent
I'm old enough to face it
But not enough to forget
Cause you know, I'm hellbent

I'm calling you and all your foes
And all the things you said but never showed
Through your teeth, the lies you told
I once was dumb and weak, but now I know
Now I know
You used to say you loved me every night
But that was a disguise

Sittin' in my bedroom
How'd I ever catch you?
And why'd you even pull through?
Never knew what I'd do.
Or what I'd ever turn to
After you depart too

I'd call you crazy, call you cold
If you had said I'm better on my own
Little did I ever know
The best in me is further down the road
And I'll grow
You used to say you loved me every night
But now I feel alright

The one thing that you've taken is
The innocence I thought I'd never miss
I've loved you for the worst things that you've done
Cause in the end, I won.