Seventeen

as the rain falls down i saw you
as the rain falls down i called your name
as the rain falls down tell the truth
as the rain falls down spit in my face

as the rain falls down
almost fuckin drowned
all my smiles start to fade
how am i not dead by now
suicide a few times
for christmas i got a knife
for new years i got a scar
red all on my blue levi's
17 was up and down
working on my mental health
i still wanna kill myself
in my car i feel like hell

a/c broken
summers spoken
call my friends
Is this the end

i might i might fucking die
i migh i might fuckin

as the rain falls down i saw you
as the rain falls down i called your name
as the rain falls down tell the truth
as the rain falls down spit in my face

i guess the times are
a little different
me and my friends are
a little distant
will i be okay in the end
fall to the deep end
i know i got lotta difference
between the kids that take seats and listen
to all the teachers and all the bitchin
tell friends i made it the jobs i'm quittin but
i got time
i got things
to fucking do
and it involve you