community college (8-5-17) [forest session]

You're going to community college
Which means that I'll be here for you
So you can place me on hold and call me
When you fail your tests
'Cause you'll fail your tests
And you say God fucking hates you
Because you think you try so hard
But you were born to fail
And I know that, yet I still love you
I know you better than I should
Accept the bad and love the good
But at some point love isn't enough to make this worth it
So this one's for the rides back home
The only time we'd get alone
For all the pictures on my wall
But now we don't take any at all
For the catholic school that you hate
But suddenly you seemed to change your mind
And now I'm in second place
It's for you
And all your new friends will leave you
'Cause they've got better things to do
While I've spent three years knowing you'll stay at your house
Just wasting away the days like you do
You don't deserve to go away quite yet
Because failure and laziness end up the same
But they're achieved by different ways
I can't keep lying to your face
You shouldn't be proud of your place in life
Because 18 years of bullshit doesn't pay the bills
'Cause this one's for the rides back home
The only time we get alone
And it's for all of the pictures on my wall
'Cause now we don't take any at all
It's for the catholic school that you hate
But suddenly you seemed to change your mind
And now I'm in second place
It's for you
Yeah, this is for the lies you told
Every hand you chose to hold
And for all the places that you've been
But you were always late for me
It's for your dad who never tried
When I held you while you cried
Our beginnings and our end
It's for you
You're in community college
Which means that I'll be here for you
So I can love you until I can't do it anymore
I can't anymore