Lord

I want to go
I want to run
I want to show
What I've done
How can I be this way
Why am I being this way

I sometimes hide behind others people eyes
Giving myself a disguise to make me feel better than Alright
Although I lie, it soothes me lowkey
Yet slowly do I know, I'm only holding Feelings back
I've stayed on track why can I just give up
I've stayed on track, I just want one cup
Im so thirsty it's getting harder and harder to breathe
What do I need and why cant I scream
It's like the norm is, you can't express yourself
Some people want to end themselves to get themselves
The help they need to feel free through out all this pressure that
We all put on each other just to succeed
I don't even like the way life is, even though at the end you're with him
It's a trip how you can trip even when you only stand
It's a gift, this life was planned
I love my life, even when I just sit alone in the corner and I cry

I want to go
I want to run
I want to show
What I've done
How can I be this way
Why am I being this way

Sometimes it's so hard
Like when your other heart isn't at its right spot
It's supposed to be right next to you, but it's not
It's in another part of these lands where it gets blocked from the connection
It's like perfection always ruins us
We wait and wait while the problems brew up
I been chewed up enough to know where I am
I just want to be happy with you Damn
Is it sad that I get insecure
Am I mad or am I just sad I'm not sure
But you're perfect
You always are
Me and you babe, I wanna go in Hard
Love has a funny way to tell jokes
It sometimes spits in your face to say okay, I tell jokes
It's all part of the hoax if you want it
So Just letting you know, stay strong and you Got it

I want to go
I want to run
I want to show
What I've done
How can I be this way
Why am I being this way

I want to go
I want to run
I want to show
What I've done
How can I be this way
Why am I being this way