Abuse

I aint gone, I never left, I just got back, must be deaf
Ain't no con-artist, got no heart, heartless, but a broken soul scarlet
Uh, I'm in the making
I shot the shot for the goal never about the hoes they come and go, oh

Oh my god he's back again ready to stir up some mayhem
Anything that's in my way will be obliterated, irregular
And retarded, always drunk as fuck in public looking for someone to turn to
But no ones there and not a single Care and everyone had just fled, uhhh

Sticks and stones don't break my bones the words always hurt me most
Poetry simple words simple meaning in no Hurry, only 20, only pennies
That's what a life's worth why was I put on the earth, well I don't fucking know bro

I don't wanna feel it anymore
I don't wanna feel it anymore
Anger, Juice, Temper, Abuse
I don't wanna feel it anymore

Too bad you can't stop the feeling bitch you think that I ever even gave a fuck
I'm stupid, belligerent, and a fuck Boy looking for anything that even moves that I can fuck
Just cause I can and will so I don't need your input cause It pisses me off

Fuck your past if you think too fast then you'll get last
Fuck the wack shit this for all you dimwits that think just my skin aint dark I can't be it
You, being racist as fuck, why can't I be who I wanna be, and who are you to control me

Why the fuck do you think I started making content in the first place
Cause it makes me happy, angry, sad plus Everything in between the shit
Like get my inner feelings outside my top hat, and to murder it
And distribute it Around the world so they understand my inner ambition

I don't wanna feel it anymore
I don't wanna feel it anymore
Anger, Juice, Temper, Abuse
I don't wanna feel it anymore

I'm so sick and tired of everyone looking for a false hope
One that isn't even there, yes it's make believe
Just like a Fairy tale but it never really ends like that
It's way too fucking happy and that's not how real life works
But do any Of y'all even understand that

Trying to contain myself, I'm trying to contain myself
But I'm Irate I can't hold back, let the frustrations go
Finish Them, end it, for good, let know know how you feel, fuck you

You honestly thought that you knew what I want, fuck these games lets kill em all
This aint monopoly only misogyny I can't take the harmony Im fucking done
I ain't your property but my ferocity shows equality lets have some fun
I'm a monstrosity you hear my glossary dictionary used properly finally son

I don't wanna feel it anymore
I don't wanna feel it anymore

You can't change your ways silly boy, ha, ha