Toy

No matter how much I bathe
I can't seem to get clean
Or wash away all the pain that just rips at the seems
Barely holding me together after all that you did now
Just leave me alone to deal with all of your sin
And ask me the questions like
"What can I do to make it all better, to make it up to you?"
Well, go back in time and erase what you've done
Oh wait that's not possible don't
Try to play dumb
For the rest of my life I'll be stuck with your mistake
I didn't realize 5 drinks was all it would take
For you to own my body for my body to be yours
I guess your mother never taught you
That a girl is not a toy

Oh and I wish I could forgive and forget
But it's much harder now that you're an unwelcome guest so

Take, take it all from me
Take, take it all from me
Take all I have, till there's nothing left
But you won't take me

Never felt more betrayed than when you lied to my face
"I'm a good boy, believe me, I've changed my fate"
But when no one's watching you give your hands to the devil
Say, "do your worst, I don't care about forever"
After 4 years you'd think that I'd know who you are
But after 4 years of lying I don't want to be a part
Of your downward spiral to the depths of hell
Self-perpetuated sadness only brought on by yourself



Credits
Writer(s): Michelle Franks
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