Yesterday Again

Every time this virus is left without a host
Always comes back to the one it loves the most
Every time just like a scene of a crime
This killer comes back with a vengeance every single time

And every single time I lose what once was mine
I 'm left behind to pick up the pieces every single time

Every day a fight to take another step
feels exhausting just to crawl out of my bed
Every day I think there must be another way
I end up going down the same road I go every single day

And every single day my spirit fades away
I 'm dragged down by the secrets inside of me every single day

When all you need is just a fantasy to get you through the day
That 's all its ever gonna be
Stuck in a ring of regret, circling around till you're dead
Nothing is happening, everything stays the same

I think I'm going crazy, promise me that you won't let me
find comfort once more in your hollow embrace

I tried to make it work but if you look into my eyes
Then you will see what's wrong with me and why I just can 't take it anymore

And every single time I read my scripted line
The price to survive 's getting higher and higher with every single time
And every single day another yesterday
The perfect way to sustain all the sickness of every single day