Graduation

Thank God for all the lessons I learned
Messages turned to blessings
I just pray for greatness returned
So many stones uncovered up down memory lane
I cut my losses so much mane now there is nothing to gain
So much pressure that my efforts was forever in question
Now my mind is a treasure I just can't stop it from stressing
For every girl heart I broke man I'm sorry I'm damaged
When you alone a lot, sometimes babygirl I just panic
Through all the years of my life
Of just trying to get to get right
Evil thoughts in my mind, feel like I'm turned on Christ
Lemme paint you that picture cause I'm not ya average nigga
I ain't trapping nigga, but I'm still plotting on figures
But there's things that are bigger, like how us blacks are the victims
Niggas born fucked up, we thinking that we the issue
That's why sometimes my thoughts is held captive in my mind
Everyday dying, Souls becoming trapped up in time

Now I gotta Take it, & IF i don't I'm
Mistaken
And I been waiting so long now I'm just too damn patient
Word from the wise, people caught up in all they lies
But don't be surprised if ones of them cats end up dying
This a dark world, niggas' intentions are never clear
Keep a scripture just in case I feel the enemy near
I'm really in here with rhymes I wrote through my career
I was holding back, cause I ain't think nobody would cheer
But back to the girl that I did forever so wrong
You know who you are I'm just glad that you so strong
In the Bible it says there's power in the words of the tongue
But that power brought destruction to everything that I want
Don't blame yourself cause any guy is lucky to have you
Whatever you do girl, just listen just don't lower your value
Cause the things that I said will never ever define you
Nobody in this world girl mane will ever outshine you
I know that that's deep but man y'all I said what I said
Moving on, in a sense is like a broke ass leg
I can't move, I'm stuck My mind is not right
But I gotta let you go because a nigga paid the price, ya feel

It ain't often that I get sentimental
I don't open up that door because these niggas will hinge you
But that girl been on my mind every day every night
One day we gone be strangers when we were once so tight
But that's life, you gotta keep going no matter what happen
Ships sail away, but look at me I am the Captain
With this pen in my left ain't no visions of death
I done wrote down my future, now I'm a white Mans threat
Young Stackz gon be great and I put that on my mom
They saying pressure bust pipes well that's why I stayed calm
Everybody looks good when shit is going their way
You still acting normal with a gun pulled in ya face nigga