I'll Never Understand You Now

I've been a shell of myself for a while
Negative energy, deep in denial
All my day-to-days take all of my strength
All of my nights you get held at arm's length

And you say it'll all work out
But I'm leaving me nothing but doubt
I'll never understand me now

We miscommunicate half of the time
Things are okay then they turn on a dime
I'm not one to tender any advice
But I measure my words once
and make them cut twice

And you say it'll all work out
But I'm leaving me nothing but doubt
I'll never understand me now
I'll never understand what's inside of this man
I'll never understand me now

And we piece us together with spare jigsaw parts
And it's close, but it isn't quite right
I think we both feel with our heads not our hearts
And it starts to get harder each time getting easy's in sight
But I know it's alright, 'cause you say it's alright

I've been a shell of myself for a while
Head full of yesterday, heart like a child
I don't think you'll stay, you don't think I'll leave
I don't know which one of us to believe

And you say it'll all work out
But you're leaving me nothing but doubt
I'll never understand you now
I'll never understand what you saw in this man
I'll never understand you now