It Won't Kill Me

Weekend Night, nothing to do
But stay home alone and cry about you

How you stomped on my soul and heart
Used all of me to get what you want
Took off so fast and jacked my spark that lit my whole world

So I'll smoke my cigarette and try try to forget
All the hurricanes and earthquakes and the little kids that live hungry
Yes all the things not up to me might eat me up but it wont kill me
Insecure with no future and sometimes i cant look in the mirror
The fact you left me in this mess might make me cray
But itwont kill me
I might think when Im low and depressed i might die but it wont kill me

I take a drink that's what they say to do
When you're feeling blue but it don't numb anything
I still can feel all the Ratchet scars the black hole
I once called my heart and I might deserve just what I got but I'm only human

And yes I have tons of regrets but not one is the fact
That you left so go on just like all of the rest
And I'll stay but I'll never forget

You might think
That I've reached the end the baby this is just the beginning