Starting Off Different

Starting off different
I made a promise to my mama
Told her Ima get it
Was smaller the first time I ever said it
But now I just live it
Swear that I'm with it
These ns is testing me now
I cannot trust who be next to me now
You outta pocket like a technical foul
I couldn't listen to the cap in your mouth

Open the Gram
I'm disappointed
They post on the TL's
These ns is boring

They got the same pics in a different order
Got the same shit
I avoid it
They get the same clicks
They enjoy it
Don't even say shit
Just emoji
I just be racin'
I be going
Can't be impatient

Look
All this attention on me
All of sudden
Now Ima popular topic in town
Now all my music is going around
Do what I can to make grandmama proud
I even managed to move outta the house
Nobody can tell me what life is about

I'm all on my own wow
Think you great, yeah, but you low down
Working so much never go out
Wait
Gotta slow down and sing
Look, I can rap too
Insane
All these bad thoughts in my brain released all on a single page

Gotta keep faith
The man above watching me above know that I'm gon' wait for him
Get my weight up like a gym

Who are you?
Who is who?
All these ns unusual
I got brothers that's down til' the funeral
Never fake on the boy cuz they only true

Got Teo, got Kal, got Owen we out
But that's just the musical side
I also got Ali, and Jamo, and Bryce
Leel and Riz be my ns for life
Josh and Heinz extra brilliantly nice
Can't forget about Val
That was a bar for you
Walter, Eric pulling up on you
Nick, my na, we be comfortable
I got friendships never broken, never poking up with some bullst out the blue
I gotta get it one way or another for my fam to make sure they never lose

All of these ns keep fucking w me
All these bs out here never pleased
I gotta be me
Make sure the people around staying deep
Grind til' I die never cheat
Thoughts focused on the cheese
Know Ima get it
Yeah, I just said it
Get out my way if you never been with me
I'll always be Sidney and don't you forget it