doesn't feel real

And I hear you say we have to let it go
And you can't believe the moment passed us by
But you could like me enough to keep your hold
If only we had distance on our side

What did I do to you?
What did I say?
I fire but it ricochets
If you got an issue, then
Keep it at bay
I'd like to live this fantasy

Holding back what I want to say
Hiding behind the smile I fake
Have you noticed that it's been taking everything in me?
I see rain, but my eyes are dry
Such a pain, but I look just fine
Never been good at goodbyes

But it doesn't feel real yet
No, it doesn't feel real, it doesn't feel real
It doesn't feel real yet
No, it doesn't feel real, it doesn't feel real

So we sit there in our silence
Pardon me, I have to look away
'Cause my mind's a maze
Every word you breathe is ringing, but I don't retain

And I think I'm spiraling
Can't afford to wonder if
Down the line it's different, should we ever meet again
All I'm thinking is 2,780 miles
Just to get to where you're going
I hope it's worth the while

Holding back what I want to say
Hiding behind the smile I fake
Have you noticed that it's been taking everything in me?
I see rain, but my eyes are dry
Such a pain, but I look just fine
Never been good at goodbyes

But it doesn't feel real yet
No, it doesn't feel real, it doesn't feel real
It doesn't feel real yet
No, it doesn't feel real, it doesn't feel real

Holding back what I want to say
'Cause it doesn't feel like it's happening
With the tears I won't show
I need you to know
As much as I want you, I have to let go

(I'm not good at goodbyes)
No, it doesn't feel real
It doesn't feel real
It doesn't feel real yet
(I'm not good at goodbyes)
No, it doesn't feel real
It doesn't feel real

'Cause I've never been good at goodbyes
(Doesn't feel real, doesn't feel)
No, I'm not good at goodbyes
(Doesn't feel)
Guess I'm not good at goodbyes
Good at goodbyes (I'm not good at goodbyes)