Hurricane

Can you feel the heavy rain
The weight'll make your shoulders break
Under pain, the strain
Waking to the urge to put a gun up in your mouth
But there's better ways to figure it all out
Keep Faith, there are better routes

All these new routes bring me to panic
I'm feeling lost, feeling like my ways to handle it
Keep slipping right through my fingers
I mumble fuck this, as I drag my ass to bed
Hoping, opportunities linger
But next morning, they vanish even quicker
I thought I was slicker, but i sit here, and I shiver fuck
Why am i so cold?
Tears running down my face while I sit here getting old
Calling for help but the signal never goes
Empty pantry got me feeling like food is somewhat of a ghost
Came from a family of money to end up in a fucking hole
Feeling fully pressured, got me backed up against the wall
So I'm lashing out at bystanders for no reason at all
I refuse to fall, picked a book, began the internet crawl
Finding any knowledge yo, I'm ready for y'all
Wheres my needle in the hay stack, or that diamond in the rough
Been dragged through the mud, but now this shit is getting tough
I'm clearly an outlier, bigger, better, badder, ways flyer
In my mind her constant nagging kills my vibe
We communicate, but i just can't relate
So I try to find another style next thing i know
I lost progress on about fifty files
Dark clouds fill my sky, my umbrella blew away

Can you feel the heavy rain
The weight'll make your shoulders break
Under pain, the strain
Waking to the urge to put a gun up in your mouth
But there's better ways to figure it all out
Keep Faith, there are better routes

Damn did I do that? Oblivious as Erkle
Infecting others as they snap
Suspend her proof that she has val-ue
My trend is to crack records, relative to family members
As my family becomes memories
If the fire inside inspires enough to keep me from being a liar
The ends will justify the means
Or does it mean, memory will be spite from her
Broken promises only hurt
And there's always something else I'm working on
Sure she surely is strong
And if she'll be with me it's certainly how we get it on
She says nothing, what can she, the present is gone
For the future's song, compromise is not a word
With any meaning at all, no wonder the mighty fall
If the ball's in another court, rackets costing more
Than solving it's worth, look circumstances
Always hollow out intentions, prior commitments
Swallowed for what's been forgotten
There's always tomorrow
The place for the redemption chase
Take the relatives far away on holiday
Apologize for my vacant ways
Look at how this effort pays
I'm sorry I missed every significant day
I'm addicted, this hurricane
My umbrella blew away
I miss you Nanny

Can you feel the heavy rain
The weight'll make your shoulders break
Under pain, the strain
Waking to the urge to put a gun up in your mouth
But there's better ways to figure it all out
Keep Faith, there are better routes
Can you feel the heavy rain
The weight'll make your shoulders break
Under pain, the strain
Waking to the urge to put a gun up in your mouth
But there's better ways to figure it all out
Keep Faith, there are better routes

Albeit the boat is rickety
And it's tricky, to float after tipping into the sea
It's sickening to shout obscenities
Follow up with amemity's
Ain't no preventing these things from becoming memories
But some things are worth remembering
Or you'll trip into embers of what used to be
Ain't a moment to late to not invest in bettering
Circumstances, any effort's imprinted into creed
Worry only keeps it redundant, instead of what's
Seamingly pleasing, I'll be increasingly reaching
Towards that future, where we're the one preaching
Cuz they are after the secret
How to smile whenever it rains
Persevere beyond the pain
Don't give a fuck it inconveniences my day
I never liked my umbrella anyway