Loves Me Not

She looked exactly like the girl of my dreams
Small boobs, thin waste, with a booty I can squeeze
I had a thing with her sis' back then
But she couldn't resist Bruce Wayne, a million dolla' man
So I made lil shorty fall in love
But little did I know: she wasn't ready for a thug
All caught up in her books and shit
So we started being distant, ignoring my existence
It didn't matter if shorty was real
Lack of words, lack of sex, I needed something I could feel
Like the rush you get from cocaine sniffing
Psychedelics reality check: my mind started shifting
Into a fifth dimension, sharper intuition
People started thinking I'm crazy like the rapper Stiches
But I aint scared to be judged when it comes to love
Promising me stuff, but was that really enough?

Does she love me or she loves not?
Maybe she loves a lot, but just doesn't how?
Do I love her or I love her not?
I use to love her a lot, but now my love's going south
Does she love me or she loves not?
Maybe she loves a lot, but just doesn't how?
Do I love her or I love her not?
I use to love her a lot, but now my love's going down

Who said Unique was perfect, but you knew that I was worth it
Deep down I'm a good person
But you took me for granted, all I wanted was a "Carey"
Like my nigga Nick Cannon
I won't lie, I'll miss the way you called me daddy
All the smoothies you made for me in the morning
Waking up in my clothes like you own 'em
All the faces you made while moaning
First date, first kiss, we started talking kids
But we said no such thing without getting rich
No condoms in bed: fuck you like a beast
The way I was giving you head made me feel like a genius
You knew I sent you many signs like a siren
But all a nigga got back was silence
So I rather be alone even though it's hard
Acting like we strangers on the boulevard

Does she love me or she loves not?
Maybe she loves a lot, but just doesn't how?
Do I love her or I love her not?
I use to love her a lot, but now my love's going south
Does she love me or she loves not?
Maybe she loves a lot, but just doesn't how?
Do I love her or I love her not?
I use to love her a lot, but now my love's going down

I know I'm great with nouns so I had to be well pronounced
Instead of talking like a clown
Just know I did everything to impress her
First months without sex so she never feels pressured
But after three months it started being too much
Especially with the honey moon promises and whatnot
A little tease here and there, but it wasn't enough
I use to make you cum with my mouth without getting sucked
Did I forget to mention that me and little Shorty
Use to live in my big ass mansion
Hot water, free food, but I kept it cool
Give a lot, ask for none: that's what lovers do
I know shorty was young, but since we had fun
I thought maybe she was the one
But like holding a gun: you got to grip it tight
Staring at her sleeping like it's the last night



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Writer(s): Mehdi Hannouni
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