War Wounds

Degenerate raps just to show my shit slaps
I lost my fucking mind where the fuck is it at?
Spending all my time locked in the house cause I'm trapped
Just a suicidal teenager making some raps!
I have no one and nothing cept a pen and a
pad, niggas not real loners they faking for cash
I can't lie if I were you, I'd do it no cap
I'm sick of everybody faking, fabricating facts!
It's time to fucking change it up,
I been through shit that made me tough
The path of destruction is nothing when you never gave a fuck
Now I realize that I need to change if imma make it up
This life that I'm living is insane and I need to clutch!
Wait a minute let me take a fucking breather bruh...
I'm back, no need to fucking speed it up
Used to walk around real depressed because I needed love
Now all I need is for someone to give me a beat for lunch
My dumbass really thought that you could be the one,
if you loved me then I know it probably wasn't much
I gave you everything I guess that just wasn't enough
You shake your ass for everybody that want it huh?
Fucking dusty thots y'all can all kick rocks,
still got the text when you told me that my shit would flop
You won't be satisfied till you're passed around the
block, they don't love you, they just love the sloppy top
I ain't blow up but the situation did,
now it's time to keep fucking moving I can't quit
The longer I'm in this house I can see it caving in,
it's hard to fight these demons when you don't know what they is ahh!
Decapitate the fucking head from the body I'm not
insane but I wanna spill my brains on the concrete
I'm on hiatus Ain't not way that you can motherfucking find me,
I'm dressed in all black like the ghost of a zombie lil bitch!
I know my potential so that's not the issue,
fuck whoever doubt me I know what I been through
I can do this by myself, don't need no big group
Thank you for the pain, I needed that shit too
Crying in the rain about how I missed you,
and I mean myself, don't get a big head boo
I been feeling odd, like one and then plus two
But now I'm very serious about what I produce uh
My album bout to be in the store like a cold juice,
I ain't gone have nothing left to say but "I told you"
These bitches talking all that fucking shit but it's
old news, still making all my fucking music no protools!
Light the fucking candle, get the crystals and meditate
I ain't talking smoke, but I'm still bout to elevate
I'm a different breed, not of the human race
Never thought I'd see the day that I'd fucking catch a case!
I'm in this position cause stupid decisions
Dealing with this heartbreak, I'm doing it different
Thanks for giving all the hate, I'll use it and flip it,
create my motherfucking image so you know I'm a misfit
Yuh!
My life was crazy, my time was just ticking I guess
I don't need a stupid slut to keep causing me stress
I gotta give this all I got if I wanna be next,
spending time inside my mind trying to find what's complex!
I'm 17, with a life that's worth living,
they tryna take it away from me they don't want me to live it
All my feelings I'm suppressing and it's making me livid,
look into my fucking eyes you'll see a demon exhibit bitch!
I been through crazy shit that's why my fucking pain
exists, if I ain't ask to be born how come you made me then?
Man I just wanna be loved but everyone pretends,
sick of this bullshit, so now I'm in the booth again
Becoming a master literally I'm a bastard,
you thought you fucking got me but really you had it backwards
This is Heartless Heartbreak, fuck em man they all fake!
My pen just murdered this paper and it was broad day!
Yes I'm young but I came a fucking long way,
all I care about is building me a strong base
I'm signing out and going hard until the end of days,
goodbye haters suck my dick until the shit just spray
Fucking bitch
Suck my dick hoe