I Just Need an Early Night

You know I like my time alone
Especially when rain falls and Winter comes
Tired of this world I wonder do I need a different one
Do I need to change the way I see the place we live
Do I even care enough to give a shit?
The answer is I probably do
'Cause sometimes you're blind to what's in front of you
Open eyes can shift a shade of blue to a warmer hue
Depending on the time
or when the summer skies begin to fade and
be replaced evoking changes in your mind

I feel I need to find a way out of this mess I made
Go inside and hibernate and pray
Everything will fall right into place
They always say just give it time
Does that mean I should leave it to some divine -
Power higher than what we are, can't say I been a believer in a God
But I've always had this feeling pulling me to what's beyond
Dust to dust is that all there is of us
Delayed rent payments, late nights, laughter and getting drunk

Getting lost alone just to find myself
amidst the contemplation of yesterday
Lately I been getting better at shutting the door
to the weather like staying warm when it's cold in December, yeah

If they say life's a bitch I just need an early night
So that when I rise under solemn skies
I'll be glad to know I never hit reply
when death was blowing up my line
I'll keep her out my head today
despite her slightly thicker thighs and dark demeanor
She said life's a bitch and I don't need her
Come along with me I can take you far away from your demons
Her subtle whispers echo in a tortured mind
Find somebody else my love 'cause honestly I'm doing fine
You've done enough I'm ready to take on the world
And despite all of those luscious curls listen girl
Yo what we had was nothing deep, all I needed was some sleep
I'm sure you'll still find all your pleasure as another mother weeps