Hope

Girl
Lemme tell you

I been feeling you for quite some time
I'd do everything in my power to make you mine again
Cuz when I'm with you everything feels so divine
Reminisce, put in the VHS, play the tape, then I rewind
And I find in these special little moments of yours and mine
I was a much better person
I hate the way I feel inside
You were the apple of my eye
The one slice to complete the pie
Whole time my head was in the clouds
And you were catching another flight
I had to make an emergency landing
Cuz the thought of losing you was
Way worse than crashing

But my worst fear came true
Now I'm crashing and I just don't know what to do
Guess I could try to move on
But the strength of our bond
Is weathered and tethered to me
Think I'm breaking apart
I shoulda known from the start
You'd end up breaking my heart
Plane is going down bad
We just gotta jump off
There was a hole in your parachute
Tried to aim for the stars
Missed the signs I was blind to truth
Oh fuck it's my fault

(It's my fault)
Yeah (It's my fault)
(Oh Fuck)
Uh
Mm

This a work of God hear them angels singing?
I can tell you hurting but don't worry you winnin'
I've been down before and I'm stronger now because of it
Grew closer to God because of our new covenant
He told me just keep working hard I'll do the rest
Go ahead and finish school, wearing that Sunday best
Graduation day I bet I feel the weight off my fucking shoulders
No more staying up late trying to finish all that fucking homework
Writing this months before I walk across in that cap and gown
Feel that euphoria that I felt after high school ain't no lookin' down
I'm lookin' up to new heights, just no depression this time
If I keep making' a track a day all the darkness stays away from my shine
Gotta try and focus on the important things in life
I just became a man, I can't be looking for a wife
What's the difference between being drunk and being sober?
When I'm drunk I listen to anything and don't do what I'm supposed to
Overall I'm happy as can be
Went through experiences every nigga out here needs
18 to 21 a real wild rollercoaster
But once you reach that end, that G-force really bring some closure
G for God and you better capitalize it
The only one above, heaven is where I reach my limit
Isn't it so funny how no one loves you in the beginning
Then once you get your fame they want some of your winnings
There's so many people I wanna thank for helping me grow
The man I am today just has so much potential to show
Don't be who you are, be who you can be
Go reach for the stars, go deeper than the sea

I don't care if I forget today
Which me am I gonna be today?
Boy I miss you what more can I say
I hope I see you again around the way
I don't care if I forget today
Which me am I gonna be today?

Girl I miss you what more can I say?
I hope I see you again
You thick, thick bitch