Left You on Read

Hey, so this is a little awkward but
I kind of just, wanted to call and get it over with
Um, things haven't really been working out as well between us
And I just
I think it's time for both of us to kind of just move forward
Um, I care about you a lot
But I think that this is the best decision for me
So... yea

I left you on read, I seen the text and I fled
You left me a message instead
Tell me it's pressure and how it just gets to ya head
What you expect me to beg
Honestly we can forget what was said
Cause whatever it was we can probably address it in bed
Let me be honest, we can make up put whatever behind us
I think that the most perfect love is us opening up
And be open to letting it find us
Reading ya letters from back when I met you
You actually special and that's a reminder
I see you stretching ya wires
And I can respect that you tired a little more too
But I guess through the whole damn process girl
I just wished for a little more you, damn

I want a girlfriend
But i'm not gonna force anything, right
I'm just not gonna fight anything either
So if something like naturally starts to happen
Like I'm down to go with it, you know
But it's like, as soon as you start searching
And trying to like fill a hole in your life with someone else
Then it's like, thats when you end up in like, weird situations
Chasing pussy you might end up with a Kat Stacks
Big Sean said that
But for real, like yea, you go searching for it
You gon find, you gon find some shit
But it probably won't be
What's right for you

From ya mother's womb until ya colors bloomed
Never thought the end was coming soon
This forever love that's what the young assume
How we run to doom from this honeymoon
And how come you ain't got the heart to say that you need me
You make it look easy
You got the nerve to explain how it's painful to grieve me
But it's safer to leave me
If we see it through then we make it
Then me and you we need patience
Too afraid to start moving on, and too afraid to keep chasing
I had a dream, watching you walk down the aisle
Right on ya side is a girl with ya walk and ya smile
I see the vision existing I know we ain't talk in a while
And I'm awfully foul, cause you would just saunter around
I was stomping on eggshells, and you cracked but I meant well
Pen sells what I write cause I'm only gon write the truth
And I ain't gon lie sweetheart I had a couple of hoes
And you would see them when you come to my shows
But if I picked you I ain't cuffing with those
And toxic thot shit it wasn't exposed
And I was in the club with the bros when I got ya call
FaceTime tears and I watched them fall
But the awkward part, is I ain't even react
Cause you dubbed and me we can leave it at that
Ima keep it a stack, you should knock it off
Cause some things left better unsaid
And I ain't too pressed to collect what was left
From the mess that we let in our heads
So I left you on... read