Methodical

All this is news to me...
You're staying the night at your friend's for a while
Maybe you're still not used to me
How did you think I would take this in stride?
Fight me outside where it's freezing then kiss me when leaving
I hate that you know if you just walk slow
I'll wait back at home

You're not forgiving me...
I'm trying my best and I wasted this dress
Thinking things would go differently
How can you love me and leave in the same breath?
I'm finding reasons to call you, I don't mean to haunt you
It's just that you paused, you were walking slow
On your way back home

But you made that call for both of us
Don't pin the choice on me
Cuz I would have stayed through hell and loss and hate
And ended on my knees—so you watch me go
Ah ah oh, ah ah oh so methodical
Ah ah oh, ah ah oh and I watch you go

How've you been recently
Yeah I've been fine and the space at my side is familiar increasingly
I think I need answers; you think I need time
You do not speak for my feelings, you say you're still reeling
You don't have to leave: you could change your mind
Or stop asking mine

Cuz you made that call for both of us
Don't pin the choice on me
Cuz I would have stayed through hell and loss and hate
And ended on my knees—so you watch me go
Ah ah oh, ah ah oh so methodical
Ah ah oh, ah ah oh and I watch you go

Why do you reach for me
If you're coming back, baby you better crawl

My nothing or my all: that's your call
My nothing or my all: that's your call
My nothing or my all: that's your call
My nothing or my all: that's your call
My nothing or my all: that's your call



Credits
Writer(s): Devon Halliday
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