Waitin'

Really fuckin tired of waa-aai-tinnnn

When will you listen
How many times I gotta say it for you to get it
Lovin you has been the whole gotdamn mission
When I feel I score, somethin come up missin
Maybe affection, no communication, maybe it's the time we both know you ain't makin
Sent a couple texts, yeah I'm still waiting
But I see you on the 'gram, double tappin like crazy
I feel outdated, disconnected from this whole generation
'Cause I believe in say what I mean, and mean what I'm sayin
Wear my heart on my sleeve, and I know that shit dangerous
There's a whole lotta predators who out here preyin
(Yeah)
And they do it through manipulation
Fuckin wit' ya emos, pullin triggers, and fadin
Whether it's petty or not, I know I can't take it
Standing here, brokenhearted, and I'm still waitin'

Waitin' (And waitin', and waitin')
Waitin' (And waitin', and waitin')
Waitin' (And waitin', and waitin')
For you to love me

When will you listen
How many times I gotta say it for you to get it
Love is only felt when it's in the right language
Simple as a choice, just to make a few changes
(Uh)
We both know I put mad work in
Just to love and understand everything there is
That I need, in order to flow with you
That I need, in order to grow with you
I, just survived the worst gotdamn year
Can you really say to me that you really was there
Can you really say that you held down the kidd
Can you really say that you put more time in
Before you go get defensive, jump into mechanisms
Take a second and listen, to a perspective that's different
We just, need a resolution, rest in peace Aaliyah
Love is blind, and I ain't finna be Sia
Don't you know that I really see the world in you
Ain't been nowhere, and I'm tryna see the world with you
'Cause I know that you far from a bad person
And I know that nothin is ever perfect
What I know is that lovin you is worth it
Just gotta let you know what is and isn't workin
Now, just hear me out when I say this
I been hella patient
It ain't up for debatin', it can't even be, mistaken
(Yeah)
I deserve love in the way I fuckin crave it
Standing here, open-hearted, still fuckin waitin'
(Yeah)
Still fuckin waitin'

Waitin' (And waitin', and waitin')
Waitin' (And waitin', and waitin')
Waitin' (And waitin', and waitin')
For you to love me
Waitin' (And waitin', and waitin') (Yeah you know I'm waitin')
Waitin'(And waitin', and waitin') (Hell yeah I'm steady waitin')
Waitin' (And waitin', and waitin') (Well, I won't keep on waitin')
For you to love me (No, no, no, no)

Tell me how you feel, tell me how you feel (Feel)
Tell me is it real, tell me what the deal (Deal)
I just really really need to know bae, is you really really down for me?
(Yeah)
Tell me how you feel, tell me how you feel (Feel)
Tell me is it real, tell me what the de-eaaal
Say what you mean, mean what you say
Really fuckin tired of waa-aai-tinnnn

And waitin', and waitin'
And waitin', and waitin'
And waitin', and waitin'
For you to love me, love me, love me, yeaaah
But I won't wait forever

Yeah you know I'm waitin'
Hell yeah I'm steady waitin'
Well, I won't keep on waitin'
No, no, no, no