Fade in November

I never thought that I would change this much
Used to be firm in who I truly was—in love
But with space, time and grace—see we must evolve
As I watched some parts of me I thought I knew dissolve
I was still in solitude
Now that I want to flow
You want to press rewind—you want to let it go
I ain't here to live my life confined
That's not the way it goes
In the midst of your sands see I truly found my soul

I let you in my heart
Every light and every dark
See the one day I ain't show—God revealed it all
See the very things you love be the very things you need
This ain't four years ago but right now is what I see

We can't water what has died, maybe plant a different seed
I don't want to live my life regretting what couldn't be

Call me selfish, call me foolish—blessed with everything I need
Happiness is what I want—it gets tested as I breathe

If we walk then it will haunt all these memories we seek
They replay like everyday til the day we reach our peak

So we dive into the waters to the point we reach the dark
At the bottom, at the bottom
Lies a sacred sunken ark

Although light is at the surface
Maybe this is where we'll start

Maybe this is where we'll start
At the bottom, at the bottom
Lies a sacred sunken ark

She said, she said,
She said, she said
I cannot tell what the difference is
We were so close, we were so close
Is this what distance is?

You: Diving
Me: Trying

But we're drowning in our differences