Lycanthrope

Im standing right beside you and still cant breathe
Im so good at lying through my damn teeth
Words are never mine so i just dont speak
Write it down in notes just for the next beat

So tell me would you want it too
Right before changin moods
Sheddin skin
Like nothin
Dont surrender quick im bluffin
Everyday just aint the same
Like it used to be
Still dont talk wit lames
Getting used to the solace
Just give it back, i promise

After every single little thing ive ever done
Dont forget me
Ill keep it just for the fun
Always wonder why its second nature just to run
Maybe one day itll come down and be way too much

I'm still waiting for a reason
Lately I've been feeling like I really got nothing else
Tell me everything you see in me
When I look at you I see the dark side of myself

But I don't really care about the things they say
Ima make it work doing things my way
Nobody ever looks twice at my face
Ima show the world how far I came

And I don't need your help
I could do it all myself
Yea I'm nowhere near my heaven
But I've made it out of hell
I used to be a mess
But now I'm a little bit better
Always held on tightly
But now I'm glad that I've let her go