Sabotage (feat. CHIKA)

Ya, ya, ya, ya

Choices, everybody make 'em
And the truth is, something I've been thinking 'bout
Reasons, you said I don't give 'em
Maybe I don't know how
Excuses, boy I got a lot of them
Reasons, why I am the way I am
Regret, you said I don't feel it
Maybe I don't know how

Man it got so ugly
I was begging you to stay when you left a house
Said you never loved me
Had me ducking all the venom flying out your mouth
Ooh, closed your heart and you locked me out
Ooh, took your beautiful lovin' I turned it out

Every time I hear them talking 'bout you
I wonder did I play myself
And sabotage love?
Every time I think about me and you (no, I ain't right)
I wonder did I play myself (when I think about it)
And sabotage love?

Mirrors, trying not to break 'em all
Bad luck, seems like they're always falling
Feelings, now I've got to bury 'em
And I don't know how
Memories of us in picture frames
Set on fire don't sweet the pain

How I got so ugly
I was begging you to stay when you left a house
Said you never loved me
Had me ducking all the venom flying out your mouth
Ooh, closed your heart and you locked me out
Ooh, took your beautiful lovin' I turned it out

Every time I hear them talking 'bout you (no, I ain't right)
I wonder did I play myself
When I think about it
And sabotage love?
Every time I think about me and you (no, I ain't right)
I wonder did I play myself (when I think about it)
And sabotage love?

Yeah, I'm off and at it
Admittedly got a habit
Of getting in my own way while I'm wishing that I can have it
The picket fences and pictures of family and foreign fabrics, I know
It'd be in front of me if I could only grasp what I wanted
And so did you, one hundred
Was overdue, was running

You had the clue, took warnings and feelings too
I wanna get over you, but I can only blame myself
Think it's time to put these feelings on the shelf
For my health, yeah
I'm not the best at containing all my discretions
I'm not a saint, but damn it if I don't come with confessions
It's easy to block our blessing
Mistakes are for learning lessons
I use this shit as a letter
Apologies to my exes, yeah

Every time I hear them talking 'bout you (no, I ain't right)
I wonder did I play myself (when I think about it)
And sabotage love?
Every time I think about me and you (no, I ain't right)
I wonder did I play myself (when I think about it)
And sabotage love?
Sabotage

Every time I hear them talking 'bout you
Apologies to my exes
I wonder did I play myself
Apologies to my exes
You use your shit as a ladder
Apologies to my exes

Every time I think about me and you
I wonder did I play myself