closure

I'm stuck behind these closed doors but I'm not getting closure
Taking two steps back just to put my best foot forward

Can I start healing now?
(You know, I can't forget you) (aah)
If I'm still leaving now?
(My lips they never left ya, no)
Can you still love me?
I would've gave you better
(Stay through all the pain?)
If I could've gave you better, no

Oh I lost myself now I can't help but thinking
Who am I to love anymore?
I don't want to fall apart but I'm helpless, no
Feels like I'm trying way too hard
Nothings helping so
So, this is my closure
Locking all the doors that you didn't want to open

You know, I can't forget you
My lips they never left ya, no
I would've gave you better
If I could've gave you better, no

But anyways so
Then he was like...
Alright well like tell him I said uh
Tell him I said hi and stuff
I, I liked Cam and I was like
In the the back of my head I was like
Oh 'cause he really thought you hated him
And I just thought I thought it was funny
And so anyway yeah Mr. Whalen uh asked about you
So he didn't actually hate you
He actually really liked you apparently
According to him
So he was in a good mood today though
So but yeah, that's my story
I hoped you liked it uhm
I hope you have a good car ride tst
I hope this helped