His Own Hell (Black)

Been a year he ain't over things
All the feelins ain't go away
He's clutchin on to that bottle dawg and this music shit is like Novacane
And I don't where he's goin now
Questionin his motives now
Cause he don't wanna fuck up again and loose something else he can't live without
Doin his best to stay focused
He's workin on him and that's just how he's coping
And walkin around you won't see his emotions
But he's one away from it all being broken he's still
Chasin the money and fame
Knowin that nothin will change
Hopin that it'll erase
All of the feelings and pain but he knows inside that it won't go away
And he's so tired of duckin and runnin
He's facing he's demons everything comin
Accepted the fact that he burned it to nothin
He's doin his best but he can't overcome it
He's goin
Down down down down down down down
And he knows that no one can dig him out

And he knows nothing can erase his hell
Burning to ash from a fire that he built
Falling he's falling in his own hell
Nauseous he's nauseous he's far from well

Stayin up like cocaine
And I don't know if he's ok
But he's looking up at that ceiling dawg and the shit could really go both ways
Is goin out like Cobain
If he pushes through will it go away
Will he come around will he make it out or just end up back in his old ways
She left him after he put her through hell
He knows that nothin he say that could help
He fucked it up but he wishes her well
He knows he won't understand how she felt
He don't what he was on
There ain't no righting his wrongs
Puttin his pain in his songs
Hoping that somebody feels what he should of felt way before she was gone
He's not Delusioned he's got it
Now she's movin on and she don't need nobody
He's fuckin around and he's rackin up bodies
But when he's all alone he's still thinking about her
He's goin
Down down down down down down down
And he knows that no one can dig him out

And he knows nothing can erase his hell
Burning to ash from a fire that he built
Falling he's falling in his own hell
Nauseous he's nauseous he's far from well



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