Idk

I don't know whether to laugh or cry
If I shed a tear then who am I? I'm a man
I'm a man that never really took the time to understand what I'm doing
Who I'm messing with
Who my demons are when I'm working on my penmanship
Every bar I write I'm getting closer to my eulogy
I hope the rope keeps us close and doesn't end up killing you and me
But I don't know
I don't know

I love being hated by who I'm supposed to love
I'm a late bloomer, didn't fit me like a glove
As we pray for the ok from the one up above
I'll be growing
And you know it
And you really feel the love but never show it
Fake emotion flooding my timeline, I'm not fine
I'm getting likes on everything but their your fans not mine
Now I don't know, I don't know

Do I flip flop hip hop and try new shit?
Do I give up when I say I can't do this?
Do I brush it off, wait for it to not be a nuisance i don't know
Do you know
I've been running back and forth and this isn't figment
I imagine the walls collapsing, wondering what had happened
I'm trying to pedal the medal without my belt strapped in
Feel like time is against me on a freeway
Everyone is so dry, they need a drink from speedway
Liven up your energy for me and Pete's sake
Or imma get to cutting from my life like Brutus beefcake
We got memories in my mind that's on constant replay
Let's go to the moments when nobody would care what we say
We can't now, everything we ever did will decay
And That's a penny for my thoughts that you could never repay for real

Let me live why you worried bout me
I got a lot to give can't be feeling lousy
Got the cross across my chest I really need him here
If someone else is in the wrong would I interfere? I don't know
Double track release before the real one
For this one you'll be like Seany Dice you's a real one
I love that feeling I love being that guy you listen to
For now I got the witches brew that's what I put my wrist into
You couldn't wait to split my wrist in two
What kills you makes you stronger I could of picked up a shift or two
Why do I have all this weight on my shoulders
If the boulder already ran me over the one that you assisted to

I don't know
I don't know whether to laugh or cry
If I shed a tear then who am I? I'm a man
I'm a man that never really took the time to understand what I'm doing
Who I'm messing with
Who my demons are when I'm working on my penmanship
Every bar I write I'm getting closer to my eulogy
I hope the rope keeps us close and doesn't end up killing you and me
But I don't know
I don't know



Credits
Writer(s): Sean Storr
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