Young and Lost

Young and lost, so what? I'm doing a-okay
At no cost, I'm cool, I'm flying anyway
Can't hold me down, I'm up, ain't gonna fall today
I do what I want, when I want, don't care bout what they say

It's been a little minute since I stopped to count my blessings
I been way too busy stressing to take a look at the lesson
And coping with my emotions by smoking don't seem to lessen
The pain inside of my mind but I'm hoping for resurrection
I been dead inside, hopeless, with these thoughts of suicide
Win or lose, live or die, in the mirror, you decide
You gon quit or you gon make it?
Exposing all these feelings really got me feeling naked
Ain't no one told me "hey kid, you gon be straight"
Everybody 'round me happy and I can't relate
So I been mediating, tryna be appreciative
Even of the times I hated, when I thought I'd never make it, life is crazy ain't it?
Cause one minute you depressed and you don't live for nothing
And then the next you realize you were for meant for something
It's a cycle, you gotta find your balance
Don't go psycho, you gotta find your balance, yeah

Young and lost, so what? I'm doing a-okay
At no cost, I'm cool, I'm flying anyway
Can't hold me down, I'm up, ain't gonna fall today
I do what I want, when I want, don't care bout what they say

I been close to the edge for a couple years
Going toe to toe with demons and head to head with my peers
Shit been crazy, what a ride, thought I ain't have shit to hide
But I'm living in the shadows covered up with a disguise
Smiles on the outside, pain on the inside
So tell me that it's worth it when I'm giving you my insight
Giving you a little taste of what it's like on this side
On the lonely road I take without having to hitchhike
I don't believe in taking shortcut roads
So Imma take my time and watch the story unfold
Every day's closer to death, I'm tryna put it on hold
I'm tryna live my life the way I want without being told
I want the best for myself and my family too
You couldn't keep me on the low the way this gravity do
See they ain't mad you talented, they mad that it's you
But fuck it bitch I'm going in I got nothing to lose I'm just

Young and lost, so what? I'm doing a-okay
At no cost, I'm cool, I'm flying anyway
Can't hold me down, I'm up, ain't gonna fall today
I do what I want, when I want, don't care bout what they say



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Writer(s): Heidern Monje
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