Golden

Ive been looking at my value feelin' golden
I was told that I'm one of the chosen
People tryin to hold me back you need to go go go go
Ive been looking at my value feelin' golden
I was told that I'm one of the chosen
People tryin to hold me back you need to go go go

I ain't playing for fees I'm playing for keeps
Try to get mine as I scribble these sheets
Holding my ground as I pivot these streets
I just wish that you would say what you wanted from me
I'm sick and tired of these guessing games
I'm feeling less at home and more like a guest these days
More and more stress looking for a parking space
I wish me and my past were better at parting ways
'Cause I'd love to watch the sun set
And be ok with what I haven't done yet
Trust the truth thats in my content
And know it takes time to see the progress
I really love it when we can just talk
Cut the BS and just share whats on our hearts
Because I feel the most free when I'm swimming through your thoughts
And I can handle the waters so don't spare me from the rocks
And I build up walls but you are a high tide
And it's high time that I dealt with my pride
One of my fears is that I will miss my prime
Wish I had wings so I could go where the time flies

Make an incision with precision
Taking so many shots running out of ammunition
Never take an intermission my inner mission is to keep my sights set at the bigger vision
But as life goes on its harder to make a decision

Ive been looking at my value feelin' golden
I was told that I'm one of the chosen
People tryin to hold me back you need to go go go go
Ive been looking at my value feelin' golden
I was told that I'm one of the chosen
People tryin to hold me back you need to go go go

Writing songs I'm writing psalms
Right and wrong inside my palms
Life's poem both bitter and sweet
I hope mine is worth playing on repeat
But I know if I could go back I would change some things
I'd probably try to save some more of my spare change
'Cause my pockets they've been feeling empty
"Here's some money"
Ohhh please don't tempt me
Stacking prayers got me feeling ten feet tall
And the one on top is that I don't fall
But I learned to sit before I crawl
Losing focus need an adderall
But poppin' pills ain't the way that I cope
But people still tell me that I am dope
My self worth is bipolar
Too much weight upon my shoulders
So I ask that you take it take it just take it now
Before I start aching and breaking down to the ground

Ive been looking at my value feelin' golden
I was told that I'm one of the chosen
People tryin to hold me back you need to go go go go
Ive been looking at my value feelin' golden
I was told that I'm one of the chosen
People tryin to hold me back you need to go go go